When we were first talking to people about how we had to start packing some people suggested to us that we not only get a moving company to pack and unpack the truck, but get people to actually pack the boxes. This, I have heard of, however, being a bit controlling and proud of my organizational skills, I thought that that was not the option for me. Now, after only a few days of carefully placing my over abundance of material things in cardboard I understand why someone once started a company that packs people's boxes! And we live in a small 2 bedroom Queens apartment! I cannot imagine packing a real house!
Anyway, I am tired, but that's not entirely new. I also realized that this has all happened so fast, and I have talked a lot with people about the emotions that I am feeling surrounding this move, but I haven't really allowed myself to process the change that is about to happen. Part of me just wants to be in the new place already, so I can start the this new stage, and I am looking forward to it, really. And part of me wants to go back to one month ago so that I can plan out how the month before moving should go. Bottom line is that we have been in God's hands the whole time. He even knows the emotions that I am going to go through, and ultimately he will be there to pick me up when I can't be a super strong tower. I love Him for that.
It's great to be in God's hands! You're a trooper, and I'm proud of you for rejoicing during this exciting, new time. I pray that as you continue to open the tender parts of your heart and emotions to Christ that he will reward you for your transparancy. Love you!
ReplyDeleteWe are def. going to miss you guys. Sorry we weren't able to take you out for that dinner we promised you. Guess you were too tied up packing and such. Well, see ya on Sat.
ReplyDeleteLove ya a whole bunch.
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